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I put this together to sort of put Supernatural in the context of my life--looking at it now, it feels a bit self-indulgent, but I'm going to post it, anyway. Forgive me.

The show took over my life and plunged me into the online community. It also sparked my creativity, made me start writing again, well over 20 years since I graduated from college with an English/Writing degree. It even kickstarted our Geek Out programs at my Library, and gave me and my husband some memorable con-going trips.

We are so lucky to have had it for so long. Even more, we are blessed with a cast--Jared, Jensen, Misha, of course, but everyone else, too--who have given us so much of their time and treated us with respect and kindness. In spite of my tears today (yes, actual tears), I can't wait to see what they all do next.

That's all I want to say, really. I'm sure this feeling will come around again with the final chapter--just as I'm sure the Winchesters and Family will kick it in the ass.
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Post 10 celebrities you have been in love with (had a crush on). One per day. No comment, just a picture. Then ask a friend to take up the challenge. I challenge anyone who wants to play.



I'm guessing this is not a surprise!

Don't get me wrong--I love all of SPN's cast and most of their characters. Misha is amazing, kind, intelligent. Jared's very funny & quick, a great actor, and yes, handsome. I could list my admiration for all of the major cast members, one by one, both men and women.

But which one is still surprising me, moving me to tears or laughter even after multiple viewings of an episode, or hell, even a con video? Wins me over with his voice? Can buckle my knees with a new photo?

Who caused this reserved middle aged librarian to lose her cool completely the first time she got to do a photo op with him?

There's only one.
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For Sunday, I had purchased a J2 photo op, and managed to convince my husband to go in with me by suggesting that he offer to fight Jensen for our Blade. He laughed at that, and mimed an elaborate presentation, as if to say "It's all yours." We agreed that was the better idea. He surprised me that morning by asking me if he should put on his Cain clothes for the photo--though he drew the line at graying up his beard again.

So we entered the photo op room--he in full Cain gear, me in an olive canvas jacket (because I wasn't putting that crinoline on again, thank you very much)--Blade in hand. The room was a large meeting room, and the line went along one wall. Jared, Jensen and Chris the photographer were hidden behind a large backdrop and lighting rig, but, as I noted our first time through a Creation con, the line moved very quickly, and pretty soon it was our turn.

My husband went in first, and shook Jared's and then Jensen's hands, which made Jensen grin. Then he said--"My wife painted this. I'm going to present it to you, and they," looking towards Jared, "are going to try and stop me." Jared said, "Nice!" and put his arm around my shoulder. Which I was not expecting! But hey, if my husband could roll with the situation, so could I.

I happened to be looking down at the Blade in my husband's hand, and then just before the camera click I looked up at Jensen. He had a look in his eye like a small kid about to get the best candy--

And I think that's when I made the face I'm making.

If you've read this far, you deserve to see the picture! )
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My husband watches the show with me, and he lets me babble on about it. He even participates sometimes, offering his own perspectives and speculations, and he is often my first reader and beta. But I don’t think he ever envisioned himself attending a Supernatural Con. “I’d be the only guy there,” he’d tease. “Why do people want to go to these things?” The argument (borrowed from the Fangasm ladies) that attending fan conventions could be analogous to following a favorite football team around the country did little to convince him that he might actually have fun. When we arrived on the first day and got into line behind a trio of teenaged girls, I could see him inwardly groaning, putting on a stiff upper lip for my sake. He wanted to be on hand as my “moral support”. None of this was going to touch him, personally.

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The thing to know about the photo ops is that they move REALLY fast. For the big three (Jensen, Jared, and Misha) you wait in the auditorium for your range of ticket numbers to flash up on the screens, because if you go to the photo line too early, you will be turned away. But even if the line is dismayingly long when you get there, don't worry--it goes fast. You wait with your fellow primpers outside the photo room (the VanCon room was a largish conference room). Once you get inside the room, there's a table for your stuff and a smaller line of maybe twenty people. Chris the photographer is in the center with his equipment, including some of those light reflectors you might remember from school pictures if you are my age. The star or stars are, of course, on the other side of Chris and the lights. Yep, there they are, just that close, and getting closer as you join the little line snaking around the corner of the room. Rock music is playing, but it's hard to concentrate long enough to figure out what the song is.

When you are second in line, a Creation person takes your ticket and has you stand behind a taped mark on the floor. Then you are next in line, and you stand in a different mark, this one at a bit of an angle to the others. The previous person steps out, and after they leave, the star looks at you and it's your turn.

Now, in my job I meet a wide variety of people, and I sometimes introduce guest speakers and so on. So I thought, "I'll just go in and say hello, as if Jensen had walked up to my desk." Uh-huh. I did manage to look him in the eye and say hello--after that, things get a little fuzzy. With each fan Jensen was doing something a little different, a combination of hugs, one-arm-over-the-shoulder stances, and the occasional pose. I couldn't see how any of these pose decisions were being made, except of course for the requests from fans.

When I walked up and said hello, he gave a small smile, said "Hi" back, and started to do the one-armed shoulder hug. At that point, I honestly don't think I had a conscious thought in my head, but my five year old self somewhere inside must have said--Nope.

All I know is that, without asking him, I turned towards him. All I could see was a button on his shirt and my own hand, feeling heavy and in slow motion, tentatively going in for a full on hug. It felt like I was afraid I might break him. Don't ask me how it felt to be that close, or even what the fabric of his shirt felt like, because I couldn't tell you. Thank God he went with it and hugged, rather gently, back. The lights flashed with the camera, and I looked back up at him and did manage to say "Thank you". He said it back, again looking me in the eye, serious and unsmiling, and then it was over.

For the rest of the day, I was feeling mortified that I had hugged Jensen without asking for permission--I do hug my family and friends, and my kids sometimes complain about mom-hugs. But you know, it's not like I actually know him. I worried how the photo would turn out, and what his expression would be like. Something like--"get this crazy plaid-wearing soccer mom away from me!"--is pretty much what I imagined. But when we went into the vendors room later and saw the pictures laid out, my husband spotted it before me and said, "Ah, it's a pretty picture!"

Jensen has a real smile on his face. As for my expression, one of my friends said I look embarrassed and another said smug. I think I look a little dazed, but that might be residual from my 15-second brush with someone I admire from afar. I guess the most accurate description of my semi-smile in the photo op is that it's somewhere between, "Made it, Ma! Top of the World!" and "I cannot believe I just did that."

2018: I still can't look at this picture without blushing! It looks like "awkward prom photo deluxe" to me now. One person I showed it to said "It looks like Jensen didn't really want to hug you," which kinda ruined my day--
I don't know--what do you think?
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My husband and I were first-timers. Sure, we'd attended some sci-fi conventions. Regional events, mostly, where we sat in on discussion panels, picked up new dice sets, gamed a bit. In fact, my first entry on this blog was about taking our kids to a hometown con. We thought we knew how this was going to go. But even with our geek status well established in our own minds, and even though I've been watching SPN con footage online ever since I dove headfirst into this fandom, I don't think we had any clue how massive this con was going to be.

We were Friday people (Dick likes us best, he told us so, sorry Saturday people and you Sunday slackers). The previous night we had gone to karaoke, where I sang myself hoarse even though I couldn't hear anything coming out of my mouth while my husband snapped mostly blurry photos and sometimes shot me a grin. He did sing along to "Unforgettable", though, which coincidentally was our wedding dance song all those years ago. After that, I wasn't sure we could do another 1:30 AM "stumble in and fall onto our hotel bed" routine, but we were determined to cram as much of the weekend in as we could. Our resolve was strengthened by Rob, Richard, Mark Sheppard, and all of the Creation people asking the Saturday audience, "So, are you coming to the concert tonight?" Everyone was telling us we shouldn't miss it, it was gonna be great. "We have a couple of surprises for you, you need to be there."

Of course, we started wondering if maybe Jensen or Jared might show up. No one I talked to voiced this idea--I certainly wasn't going to say anything, either. We're a superstitious bunch, I guess, and didn't want to jinx anything. While standing in line for Theo Devaney's autograph, we overheard one of the Creation staff telling another fan that she didn't think Jensen would be there. "He sang last week in Minneapolis, right? He doesn't like to do two in a row, doesn't want it to become an expected thing." And we thought, "ah well."

The concert was a lot of fun, and I was happy to hear Louden Swain's original songs for the first time. Matt Cohen was a wild man running through the crowd, Gil McKinney hit those high notes, and we fell a bit in love with the band. About halfway through Richard came out and did a very twangy Eagles song, which he followed up by harmonizing on "Seven Bridges Road" with the band.

After the country songs Mark S. slipped onstage and took his place behind the 2nd drum kit. Chris the Creation photographer joined the band and was handed a guitar, while the bassist took over one bank of keyboards. One of the Creation organizers came out to play another set of keyboards. Rob and Rich moved to the side of the stage, and then

Of course, This Happened.

Here are some of our shots from Jensen's full-on Rock Star performance:







My husband was especially proud to have caught this moment:



I did not freak out. I did not collapse in tears like a Beatles fan, or scream "Oh my God." But I was absolutely carried along on the audience's wave of exhilaration. Check out Mark's face in that second shot. That's pretty much how I was feeling, too.

This was still not the most powerful moment of the night. After all of this, and after several more great songs including Rob and Gil performing a duet of "Carry On" and Louden Swain's very beautiful and emotional "She Waits", we had one more song.

All of the cast members at the concert came out and lined up at mics behind Rob, and he took the Joe Cockerish lead on "With a little help from my friends." Towards the end, during the back up line of the three notes, Rob got us singing, too. Just that piece--"oooh-ooh-oh".

The band stopped playing, and it was just acapella back-up as Rob kept going up front. I started to feel like part of a massive choir. One by one the castmembers and band filed off, waving at us, but we kept up our three notes for Rob (I saw Jensen look out at the audience and put his fingers to his temples, then spread them out and away. "Mind blown."). And Rob gave us everything back--when he sang, "I wouldn't be alive if it weren't for my friends," I lost my tiny reserve of emotion. We would have kept singing those notes for him as long as he wanted us.





*If you decide to borrow any of these images please credit the source, for my husband's sake!
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THANK YOU, Mr. Badham!

Dean Hunter Games

Oh, and while we're at it, Thanks to JA, too, for the goosebumps, "slugger"--

Dean Slugger
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I can't resist. I found this poster through Facebook, and it's too good not to share. In fact, I had seen it before going to the movie, and it may have colored my perceptions of the relationship between Steve Rogers and the Winter Soldier somewhat--especially at the end. You will probably know the part I mean if/when you see it:

jensen jared winter soldier

This is reposted from petite-madame's blog, which can be found here:

http://mamapeterson.tumblr.com/post/82939354985/petite-madame-jared-padalecki-as-the-winter

Gorgeous, isn't it?

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